Trying…

On August 14 2020 at 12:05AM my soul was permanently fractured. At that moment Christian transitioned to heaven.

I am posting this from the exact location (bed & position) I wrote Christian my final THANK YOU. ….a closing passage to a love story I was hoping would never end. …a passage repeated softly in her ear(s), through exhaustion, drowsiness and streams of tears because I refused to miss a single moment of possible lucidity. I lost count after 500…

Words cannot express how much I miss you Christian. I would re-bear the burden of the last 8 years a hundredfold if it means being able to hold you for one more minute. I push forward every day because I know you would want nothing less.